*warning the following journal is filled with anger!*

So overnight it snowed making the roads ridiculously dangerous and we had to be in at 11am for the external examiners to look over our work so in other words, VERY important... SOOOO i went in, even though the roads were dangerous, this ended up in my breaks locking and me rear ending a van! Even though i was going 2mph if less down this road, lucky the guys in this van were really nice and little damage was done... So we just left it at that... So i go home, obviously upset and get my mother to drive me in as we couldnt get through on the fucking phone *pardon my swearing but tbh its my blog so i can say what the hell i like * So i get in only to be told, wait for it... "the examiner didnt come in due to snow!" so my reaction... WELL filled with cursing and hitting things really, why the FUCK couldnt they have emailed us sooner, or hell even put a post it on the board as my friends could have told me when i rung them after the accident... This university is just ONE big joke, waste of money, the teachers never help, have a narrowed point of view on photography as i have mentioned before... Im not the only one who HATES it here, but me and only a handful of other people have the mouth to do anything about it, so i come in for the SECOND time today to go get my work as i got told when i first came in i could collect my work after 12, THEN i run into the teacher and get told... "no you have to wait till gone 3!" WHAT A FUCKING JOKE! So i end up tearing up *damn my fucking face* and telling her i had this accident, been in once already and if i could take my work now to save me coming in for a third time... Her response "well everyone had a hard time coming in today and we haven't finished marking it yet..." she TRIED to be nice but, came across like a condescending bitch! Im SO mad that i started crying i HATE showing weakness esp in-front of THIS ... THING! But no, she didnt budge so i came home, after breaking down to my mother in the car *she drove as ... well, after an accident, the last thing you wanna do is drive again!* i seriously HATE this course, i could literally fill a book with how terrible this place is and for £3000 a year!!! I have learnt NOTHING here, i keep getting knocked down and when i finally get back up i get drop kicked again! Some people like it there, the 'art' and 'conceptual' folk well good for fucking them!!!!! Just because they LOVE this damn place doesnt mean no one can be upset by the total LACK of education... At the end of the day i have to go in for a THIRD time today to collect my work, with the dangerous roads, after an accident and they couldnt give two shits... Well why would they start now! Ive been told that these people keep tabs on our sites/ blogs etc to watch what we write, well YAY! Maybe now they will listen and take fucking notice that this place is the worst university i have ever heard of, none of my other friends have THESE many issues with their places... Im going to find out how to make a formal statement/feedback of some sort to warn other students to stay well clear... But no doubt they will remove it, so im going to warn people on here, and ask, to tell everyone you know or everyone even THINKING of coming here to not bother...

Now this total HATE for the uni isnt just because of today, oh no, this has been going on for a while... So anyone thinking or judging me for being like this can go jump of some form of bridge for all i care as this has been going on for so long, i just cannot take it anymore, this place has done nothing but cause stress, upset and pain... And the fucking joke IM paying them for it... Now you may wonder why didnt i leave in the first year, second year, well its simple, you just get stuck... You fool yourself into thinking it will get better, and yes i suppose in the 3rd year it does, but honest to god it is NOT worth all these tears and upset and frustration its really not... and it doesnt get THAT much better... So my advise GO SOMEWHERE ELSE....

The university in question is... The university of the creative arts in FARNHAM... so take this warning people, dont get stuck like i am... and like i said they will read this, and no doubt give me punishment for it, but honest to god, i have stopped caring, i HOPE they call me in, by then ill get all this crying out and by then all that will be lest is PURE anger... Which i cant WAIT to let go on those ignorant idiots...